Struggles
Wow it's been a long time since I have posted anything. My life has changed a lot in the past year, I am about to be a junior in college and then it's off into the working world for ever. I am also in love for the first time and I am promised to an amazing man. Lately though things have been really tough.
I recently had a friend have an abortion, and I tried to talk her out of it and I begged and prayed to God to change her mind, but he didn't. I was so confused as to why he didn't answer that prayer, but again I am constantly reminded that God's plans are not my plans and his will is perfect and flawless and I don't know why but I know he does. It's just so hard sometimes to remember that I am merely a human with wants and desires that pale in comparison to what the good Lord wants and has planned for me and everyone else.
Also I have been really worried and stressed lately about the possibility of not having certain people at school with me anymore. I know that's not why I am at school and I know I'd be okay without them there, but I would miss them so much and I'm afraid it would strain our relationship. Again I know that God has a plan and that in him I can find peace in any situation. Worrying solves nothing but with prayer and petition my good Lord answers in ways that are best for his children.
So funny thing happened before I could even finish this post God worked and everything worked out. Also I was reminded that worrying is like a rocking chair it gives you something to do but it gets you no where. God is amazing and he is constantly putting people in my life that make me realize that he is all I need and that he's in control and that's awesome!
I think that's it for now I love my life and I thank God for it daily cause he's amazing!
I recently had a friend have an abortion, and I tried to talk her out of it and I begged and prayed to God to change her mind, but he didn't. I was so confused as to why he didn't answer that prayer, but again I am constantly reminded that God's plans are not my plans and his will is perfect and flawless and I don't know why but I know he does. It's just so hard sometimes to remember that I am merely a human with wants and desires that pale in comparison to what the good Lord wants and has planned for me and everyone else.
Also I have been really worried and stressed lately about the possibility of not having certain people at school with me anymore. I know that's not why I am at school and I know I'd be okay without them there, but I would miss them so much and I'm afraid it would strain our relationship. Again I know that God has a plan and that in him I can find peace in any situation. Worrying solves nothing but with prayer and petition my good Lord answers in ways that are best for his children.
So funny thing happened before I could even finish this post God worked and everything worked out. Also I was reminded that worrying is like a rocking chair it gives you something to do but it gets you no where. God is amazing and he is constantly putting people in my life that make me realize that he is all I need and that he's in control and that's awesome!
I think that's it for now I love my life and I thank God for it daily cause he's amazing!
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